Accurate depiction of my situation right now. It’s comforting and sad at the same time to know that I’m not the only one feeling like this. I still cry over the smallest things. Doesn’t even have to be directly related to him. I have my weak moments. I fake watching Korean dramas sometimes. So when someone comes inside the room, they’ll assume I’m crying over a kdrama even though I’m not. Haven’t worn mascara (yes, I know there is such a thing as waterproof mascara but I don’t like it) ever since summer because of the crying (wherever, whenever, whatever I’m doing) and it’ll be messy and I’m a mess. I know I should control myself but when the tears start, it’s hard to stop. Because along with those tears are emotions. And I don’t even want to start with the emotions now. I don’t know. I’ll stop here, I guess.
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