Goodbye, Spring 2010 semester

This semester was pretty hard. Disappointed in myself but there's nothing I can do about it now. Now I have books to sell and/or return and another set of books (for summer sessions) to buy. Oh joy! From here on out, it is summer 2010. Well, only for a week but that's still good! Chem grades are supposedly up online right now but I'm to sissy to check. I am still crossing my fingers. Tonight will be spent watching Big Bang Theory and emailing.

PS: I just checked grades online AND-- I'm so happy with my chem final score + my overall chem grade! I did better than the score I was aiming for.

Wednesday night and Thursday

Reviewing for chemistry. I am dying.

1 chapter down, 16 to go - 7pm
2 chapters down, 15 to go - 8:49pm
3 chapters down, 14 to go - 10:40pm

on chapter 4 - 3/4 done 11:52pm, going to continue reviewing tomorrow. I'm beat.
4 chapters down, 13 to go - 11:10am
5 chapters down, 12 to go - 11:48am
6 chapters down, 11 to go - 12:16pm
7 chapters down, 10 to go - 1:53pm
8 chapters down, 9 to go - 2:31pm

School

It brings me down to the lowest of lows sometimes. It’s frustrating. I’m only on my second year though I’m officially a ‘junior’ on record since the start of spring 2010 semester. I wish I could just find something I really enjoy doing (and would like to do the rest of my life) so I can switch out of this major before it’s too late. By before it’s too late, I mean quite possibly before I take more science classes (taking two in the summer— in two weeks! and one in the fall)/waste money applying for programs/waste my student loans that come with freaking interests/waste time in general. I would really rather find something I can enjoy doing my whole life. I don’t want to be dreading going to my job/work years from now. That’d be one sucky life and I refuse to live like that…where one day can be such a drag as well as the next day and the next day and the next day and the next day. But see, I have absolutely no clue as to what I want to do.